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aihzz…!! today isn’t my day…i knocked my head 4 7 times 2day n kena screw n got slandered kao kao…!! i was so so so ARGH…!! i duno how 2 describe my feelings 2day…!! u noe wat…?? my ass***e moral teacher said i’m "kurang ajar betul!!kamu ni langsung tak berdisiplin!!esok saya ambil surat disiplin dan beritahu pengetua!!" i’m speechless n cuden protect myself…so i jz shut my mouth…i swear i nvr did anything wrong except passing my book…!! she’s so URGH…!! not logic n simply release her anger on me..!! i’m s if her pillow 4 her 2 cry out her anger…!! i feel like smacking her head in2 pieces…tho she’s my moral teacher n she had d right 2 cut my "markah sahsiah diri",i dun even wana care abt it…i’m not holding my moral cert 2 survive..b4 tht i was hurt badly by my own *so-called* best bud…!! she nvr felt my existance in this world…i’m totally invisible in her eyes…u noe how sad i am…?? ish…!! fine…!! luckily thr were frens back me up n cheer me…!! tiz is wat v call true frens…!! n thanks 2 CALLY alot too….!! she made my heart moved….so touched wit her act 2day…she left oni RM 1.10 n i was so desperate 2 eat ice cream…while i was doin my homework,she chao from thr n told me she wana lokk 4 her fren downstairs…n ges wat…?? she came up wit an ice cream n gif it 2 me….!! oooh…!! so touch…!! thx cally…!! ee mei oso…she reali bright up my life n ellie giving me her vy best hug 2 comfort me…!! thx guys…!! i owe u one…!! :’)

wow…!! y’day was fun yet blastzz…!! em…y’day was d day i’ve been waiting 4…i can meet jay,shawn,anthony,kenny n edison…!! they’r coming 2 promote on their movie "initial D"…hate those ppl thr man…!! we,fans from fansclub wer reserved an area…but at last sum sort of incidents happened n v all wer s if public…v have no place 2 stand…yuks…!! hate those "bangang" ppl who push here n thr…!! make me stucked n the bloody (sowie 2 say tht) hard gey metal "kena" my throat n i can breath tat well…finally,i blackout…thanks 2 my dear frens (myJAYsian’s member)…they helped me..meble even gimme her fan b4 she go back…reali thankful 4 tht…thx alot to them alot…..*muaxxx*

hey…how r yea hommies…?? hey guys n lay-dees…wana ask wats ur opinion…i think of him everyday n nite…even wen i’m sleeping,i dream of him…not once or twice but a lot of times…i shivered wen my fren tok abt him…i felt my heart was falling off when i saw him…i wana approach him n talk 2 him but i dun dare 2 do so…my legs n hands were shaking wen he talk 2 me…n i jz couldn’t open my mouth n i’m as if voice-less when i wana answer him…i reali wana tel him abt how i feel but i dun have the braveness 2 let my feelings out…how i wish we could have spend time 2gtr like tht day…altho it’s jz a short period but i reali felt happy…by the way,i wana ask wat symptoms is tiz…??? falling in love…?? it’s not me ler…i read this in a mag… =P hmm….whoever knows,pleasetell me k…!! thanks…*muaxxx*….

well,2day’s 2nd last day of skool holiday…*sob* hols gona end soon….mz go back 2 skool n suffer…exams coming…setara,gerak gempur,bulanan,trial….!! wow…!!! cray-zie man..!! hmm….2day…??? quite nice n heart ache…*ouch* went 2 south city plaza 4 initial D’s merchandise launching…wow…!! irresistible man…!! so cool…..!! go s myJAYsian’s member…*official punya* haha… =] hmm…bought quite lots of thingsss….spent 100++ thr…!! bought JAY’s landyard,JAY’s baby tee,JAY’s baggieJAY’s limited edition phone stripe…n 1 more,i booked JAY’s watch s well…wat summo huh…?? hmmm….reali haf fun 2day…met lots of frens…i mean get 2 know them…at least v talked this time…not like concert tat time…i stand thr all alone like a stranger… =[ aiks…!! this time better…well,now waiting 4 22nd 2 c my *bay-bie* at 1U dataran open parking…hmm…..gtg n hit d sack now….so catcha later aight…??? mizz yea…"chao" 1st…JAY rulezzz….!!!

hey yea…hmm…i’m kinda down n i jz duno y…!! i reali duwana let it out here but i jz wana confess tat i stil love him…2day’s e 2nd month v both separated…n i mizz him soooo much…i’d been crying 4 him…wishing he wud cum back 2 me…how i wish i can b wrap by his warm hug…how i wish i’m around his arms enjoying the nice view of e sky…(sky now look sooo nice) anywayz,i’ll concentrate in my studies now n look 4ward 4 a brighter future…thr’s no otha way 4 me now…the oni way iz 2 4get him…i bet he’ll b regret…!! haha…i doubt he wil… =] anywayz,gona end here…take care ya hommies….*muaxxx* 1 mo thing i feel like showing off rite now…i watched mr n mrs smith 2day…..nice man the movie…love it soooo much….watch wit my bes bud,CALLY…hehe…gotta chao man…boring bloggin here… mizz yea…-chaio-

hey thr hommies…i’m kinda weak now..1stly…i jz wana release my feelings in my blog..tats wat i wana do 2 pass time…s i’m sooo bored n lonely in d hse,i tend 2 do those nonsense…so now,i wana start my speech..can i…?? 1stly,i wana thank my family especially my mom 4 being so caring n loving..tired herself 2 take good care of me…*sob*sob* feel like crying now..she took reali good care of me…waking up at nite jz 2 haf a glance on me…call me in d morning 2 check out if i’m vomitting…n the list goes on…i dun mean that thanks 2 my mom oni…it’s 4 my WHOLE family…2ndly,my great frens who supported me…u guys r reali great n i felt real luck knowing u guys n haf u all s my frens…w/out all of u i ges i’ve no strength 2 fight anymore…(u guys noe who u r,rite…?) tho Mr.m isn’t thr 4 me,u guys make a place in heart…well,u guys r sooooo caring…i wana name out the names but u know ler,sum will get offended n start asking "y dun haf my name huh…??" rite…?? anyway,thanks a million…u guys r sooooooo GREAT…basically,i’ve repeated this a few times but i can’t help it…*so sowie* i know sum frens did pray 4 me…reali thanks alot…tho none visited me in hosp but it’s ok…(dun keep saying sorry 4 tiz okie..??) lastly,thank God i’m fine now…i know the pain will visit me again if i dun take care properly…but i promised my family n frens (it seems like i’m advertising 4 DiGi) that i’ll take good care of myself n recover asap…hey,u guys who promised 2 spend me meals n all pls dun 4get okie…?? i’ll recover 1 fine day n eat "kao-kao"….hehee….!! i tink i’ll stop here…so u guys take gud care too,k…?? mizz yea…*muax* -chiaoz-